i have an entire saturday to myself today. i have no earthly idea what to do with myself, i don't have saturdays to myself. i don't give myself saturdays because i have a confession; i fear them. i have been operating at this feverish pace for so long that if i slow down, i'll just stop all together. come to a screeching halt and i would be rendered immobile.
if i actually discover what the mythical "lazy saturday" holds, is it going to draw me in? am i going to become a 2 day off a week addict? am i going to feel entitled to this kind of freedom? for now i am going to deem today a one off, enjoy it and then forget it. the day stretches out before me like vacation. it's kind of like found money. i have a whole found day!
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